What Are Words

alright here is the promised storiess.. hahaha
*warm up*warm up*crack fingers*
before i start..
i wana warn you that its gona be a long read
and if you feel bored you can leave
i won't bite or chew or hunt you down
=p
ok lets start..

22/05/2011 (Sunday)
Have you ever wondered when we are new to a certain place,
we feel lost and nervous and curious, scared?
well it happened to all of us and on this day.
I've taken up the challenge to go to seremban
where my friend and brother in Christ stays.
his name is Jo. We traveled last night from my place
and i really thank God for his family
to come all the way from seremban
to pick me up knowing that both of us
will have to go to Singapore. Having the same feeling,
I hesitated to go to Singapore but with encouragement
from Jo and he bring me to church this morning.
I felt that, no I was reminded that the Lord is with me
here, there and everywhere that we traveled.
I no longer feel the insecurity. Praise the Lord!!
After service, we tried ice-cream, its... its..
Fantastic!! really really not bad! we bought siew pau
(of course Seremban is famous for that)
and we head back. Jo's mom prepare us lunch and..
did i mention that she is super nice?
well she is!! not only that.. She is sporting also!!
Awesome!! I had my afternoon nap and when you are sleeping,
time flies..
i wake up and it is 6 pm already. Had dinner.
I duno what it is called so I'm gona simply say it here
it is called "pacang"
it is certainly different from my grandmother's cooking
and its super nice too!!
I now learn something new too. I've learn to eat watermellon
with buah asam, chinese "limau ais" is different from the mamak 1
(thanks to Jo's mom!)
bread with ham + cheese is a thumb up snack,
people do change and to end the day.
we watched Pirate's of the Carribean : Strangers tide
its fun!! love it.

23/05/2011 (Monday)
Waking up early is just not me. I'm so reluctant to wake up
but i still force myself to. 7am Jo wake me up
and the activity for this morning is hiking..
yess hiking! we hike up a hill and at 1st..
it is tiring but when we reach the top. it is worth it
cause we can see the whole of seremban there.
the best part, we can camp there and at night..
when the sky is clear we can see stars.
OK back to reality, we went back,
on the way down it started raining.
we were soak but we continue on.
Breakfast was beef noodles Awesome!!
its definitely different from the one I ate in KL
After that is Melaka.
We went down to Melaka to try cendol!!
well we went at 1130 reach at 1215
and back at 1745.
hahahahaha...
we even try the menara taming sari
where you can almost see the whole of Melaka
another awesome place to visit next time.
One day is not enough..
As we head back we fetch Add
from the train station.
hahahaha..
he were complaining it was hot along the way.
had a home cook food dinner,
catching up session and supper!!
God's creation is wonderful..

24/05/2011 (Tuesday)
i sleep well last night and i wake up early!!
well.. not that early but earlier than Add!!
hahahaha...
we had breakfast and i broke my spree
of "not going to facebook when i leave my house".
i went to facebook last night.
anyway before leaving the house for breakfast.
we had a light breakfast at Jo's house
then a heavy one outside.
we had... wait, its supposed to be
I had mee with mushroom and chicken feet.
Its definitely nice!! although its a bit slow
eating the chicken feet. then we photostat
our document because the host needed
for record. in case anything went wrong.
then we went back to Jo's house and have a
rest, check up and lastly our lunch
before we head out to singapore.
although we arrived late at the bus station,
but we were in time because
the bus waited for us.
Thank you Lord!! and so our journey
to Singapore began. Upon arrival,
at the immigration centre, I am a newbie.
yes i am one! Being so new..
I did the one mistake that i shouldn't do..
which is..
holding my pasport with my mouth.
well.. i still manage to go through..
hahahaha..
the next one is when they scan bags.
you know I'm supposed to put
my phone and my wallet into the tray
and let it scan.. well.. I put it into the tray..
and let it pass on top of the scanner.
I didn't realize until I saw the other side
that the people did that. I still manage to pass
hahahaha...
Add call his uncle and his uncle suggested that
we take a taxi to his place at Tampines.
His uncle is so welcoming, friendly and good!
you know the best thing about people
that we call family or friends is that
they will do the best they could to
provide you a better hospitality.
take for example, Add's uncle
his house is small, just enough for his family,
but he try his best to provide small mattress
for us not only that we get an air conditioning
room and we get to watch movies until
late night. same goes for Jo and his family.
God bless them. that evening we had curry chickem
and we went walking looking for Tampines mall.
at 1st we got lost but thanks to a kind lady
we were able to find our way
explore new places and such meeting new ppl
that night we 3 talk, talk about our past
Oh we also had supper...


25/05/2011 (Wednesday)
Wake up late!! well.. earlier than Jo and Add
hahahahaha... =p
then we start to depart our journey to NUS
before that we had brunch (breakfast+lunch)
as we continue our journey,
it started to raining and awhile after.. it stopped!
God is good!! we took the bus to Tampines station
then we met Add's uncle on the way!!
how cool is that? LOL..
it's because when we wake up, the house is empty
only 3 of us.. so on the way we met with Add's uncle
and he thought us how to get on the MRT
well.. we know how but the ticketing system
is different from the one in Malaysia!!
this one provides a card and
after we used it we can refund the card!!
hahahaha...
it's my 1st time in Singapore..
during the ride, we encounter a few events
like putting our bags in the middle of the walkway
like nobody business and telling the difference
between central city and housing station
pack and not so pack..
giving the elderly a place to sit
and
asking the information counter about
which bus is going to NUS
we stop at Clementin (i hope i spell correctly)
took a bus to NUS
half-way through we ask ourselves,
did we take the right bus?
panic we became
Jo being brave enough ask the driver
whereas a beautiful lady
who is also going to NUS actually help us
Praise the Lord!! upon arrival
we met Kim Cheng a staff worker
from Malaysia and instantly
she recognize all 3 of us
saying our names in order!!
and we met with familiar names
we register and sadly we stayed in different blocks
then we decided to walk around again
but this time we are not lost!!
Lol..
dinner time is late but dinner is still dinner
and
we were supposed to eat in a group
Oh i'm group 5 btw
so we went group hunting and found mine
although it is 5 of us but
i'm sure there will be more
during the opening ceremony..
the bus is big!! the room is big,
lecture theatre is big, toilet also big
even the door is big...
during the opening ceremony,
there is this doctor
that give a testimony
and what caught my attention
is that in the Bible there are
3 types of people that God speaks in dreams
the 1st is the imperfect,
the 2nd is the non-charismatic leader
and the 3rd is the ordinary people
people like you and me
then we were split into our groups
for an ice breaking session
and we went back to our hostel
for more ice breaking session
with snacks and back to our rooms
to have a goodnight sleep for tomorrow

26/05/2011 (Thursday)
Today is a bit tired after i wake up
is it because i didn't sleep well last night?
or maybe i'm too excited or nervous?
but i know for sure that i won't
be able to concentrate today's talk
it must be hard being a foreigner
because being one means that
being an outcast
one have to slowly talk or
even understand one's question
i feel that we should be patient
in talking to them and do try to not
left them out
it's great worshiping the Lord
in a lecture theatre
and it's the best feeling that i had
singing with everyone focusing on God alone
i'm not ashame to do things differently
i think i'm getting fat on the stomach!!
oh noooo..
needed to be fit again..
i ate a lot this time..
but it is worth it
because we eat in groups
fellowship with one another
while eating can really bond us together
a joyful and thankful moment
that we enjoy with each other presence.
tomorrow is another day and God is with us.

27/05/2011 (Friday)
i find it fascinating hearing other nation pray
praying in their own language
why?
its because i feel that no matter
where you go or we go
when there is a church
there are people
glorifying God
in their way/culture/language
worshiping, praying and seeking
the same God as i worshiped
in this conference
EARC (East Asia Regional Conference)
there are so many things
that are exposed like..
the way of the world
christians and people
there are more, much more
when we step into the working world
naturally, the question came in..
will you glorify the Lord?
a question that only can be answered
once we step in
what can we be or do
that are pleasing before the Lord?
sometimes "stuff" happens and
looking back to what i wrote in here
make me feel that i think..
i've done something only God knows how
and who is right to read
so i'll pray, pray for you
pray that this can somehow impact you

28/05/2011 (Saturday)
i pray for strength to go on today
and..
my prayer is answered!!
amazing that i think
i will not go on today
but..
i did!!
Praise the Lord!!
somehow i wanted this day to last
because i feel that
no..
we feel that we are having
lots of lots of... fun!!
as soon as the urban hunt began
we laugh, think, tease, sing
and...
lame jokes!!
hahaha...
yess i introduce my small groups
lame jokes..
aside from that, we sing
not in english but in
japanese, thai, indonesia, tamil and mandarin!!
it's like a culture language song
the best part..
everyone take part in it
another best part..
we sang in public
and..
i think a few passerby were staring at us
going green is not easy
especially for shopping complex
and offices
but i'm amaze that japan mange
to do something like that
and now singapore
is trying to achieve the same thing
got to admit that today
is a bonding time with the group
somehow..
God is with us all the time
God bless!!

29/05/2011 (Sunday)
when it is too late..
learn from the mistake
and move on..
i wonder sometimes when we thought
that we made it the best
that we could and after a few minutes
we  realize that we can do better
or we should do like this
and so on..
it's still not too late to think about it
and work it out for the next similar event
or even i don't know..
do a different thing maybe?
another thing that i'm worried about is..
the future..
NOT the future for me..
but for us..
the participants of EARC..
will there be more??
will the teaching last us till we are old??
will we lose our faith??
and more..
so many things to think about
and yet..
we tend to forget about it
or even close one eye..
i like to quot someone
he said..
"everyone is imperfect,
 so don't strive to be perfect
 but strive to be beautiful
 yes it may not be perfect
 but it is beautiful."
and beautiful you are..

Let The Words

i wanted to post my trip to Singapore
and the things i did there
and EARC!!
and of course the lovely people i met during that time
well.. you have to hold on awhile!! hahaha
cause cause.. i've been busy here and there
feeling my time with "stuff" to do during this holidays..
well.. maybe im free and im lazy to post something.. hahaha
ok ok here is the deal..
after "everything" is done i will post everything
start of from the day i leave from my house and am heading to singapore
to the end of June..
stay tune for it..
lol... (suddenly my blog become so popular.. perasannya..)
hahahahahahaha...
well.. off i go. haha
YOU THERE!!
take care ya!!
enjoy your day..
have lots of fun!!
and don't forget to put on a smiley face!!
like like..
THIS:
:DD
SMILE!~

Danza Kuduro

have you ever wonder when u r lost..
then u tried asking for direction from a passerby
u gt the direction..
then u followed his direction and ended up another place..
isn't it frustrating..
u r back to square 1 after asking someone for direction..
well..
im sorry!! ><
im so sorry if i have led you to a wrong direction..
cause sometimes a local don't know his map properly also..
like for example..
if you turn right it is house number 1 to 133
if u turn left it is house number 135 to 155.. (i also don't know =p)
of course im not sure..
and..
they ask for house number 137 i tot house number 137 its on the right..
and when they turn to the right and went all the way to the end i feel guilty..
cause the real 1 is at the left..
im so sorry if u gt lost again because of me..
but eventually the house u wanted to find is on that road..
be patient,
have faith
and pray..
you will reach your destination..
trust me..
late??
we can't turn back time can we??
have fun..
enjoy the scenery..
know the road..
and chill..
hahahahaha...
i've never felt so bad playing basketball today..
although i cannot take it when im loosing but..
im selfish..
im bad..
so bad..
lol..
i guess its enough to say that..
you are the best!!

AWESOME!!!
SMILE..
:) 

Showdown

coming back to subang...
a lot of stuff happened here and there..
coming back here
really test me lots..
test about my faith,
test about myself,
test about the decisions i made.
and honestly i think i fail all of them...
sad.. yess its sad..
do you have a feeling that u r stuck in between??
stuck in between of the toy u like and the person u long for..
its stressing out your mind on which to choose..
and u can't choose 2 (how i wish i can..)
u either choose 1 or neither..
its just like the title of the song.. showdown
when the time finish counting down..
its a showdown between 2 and the battlefield is you
whichever u choose its still gonna upset you..
although i am still thinking that if i can..
if i just can take my toy and share it with the person..
or...
instead place my toy with the person and until i prove worthy i can play with it..
i think the latter idea sounds better..
wow...
that is so much better..
i got this thinking for so long..
but its gona be hard..
until i've learn that it is not impossible..
yess its gona be hard and though along the way..
but..
remember that you are strong..
the Lord is with you..
i realize this today..
evening when playing basketball
at the end of the day..
it rains..
i love the rain
i tend to stay a bit latter but..
no matter how i need to go back..
as i was walking back..
the rain gets heavier..
the sensation really drives my worry away..
i am glad that i walk back slowly..
wana hear a joke??
joke joke joke joke..
which 1 is funnier??
whichever u choose its wrong
the 1st 1 is funny and the rest is just a repeating
the 1st 1 is in the question!!..
hahahahaha =D

AWESOME YOU!!
SMILE!!
:)

All I Can Do

You know

Soon…

Im gona be not me

The me back then is gona come back

I think Its just for a short time

But a short time can leave a big impact to others

And that short time remains longer than something you did so hard to repair it

If I ever had change your opinion towards me

Then think this way

I might change to be a better person

Or worst

I may not know this because what I do I do is right for my thoughts tell me so

It is hard to say what your actions wana say

Cause words can lie

And action always tells the truth unless you are train to do the opposite

Im telling you this is because I don’t want you to be deceive by anyone nor me myself

And if you do trust me then have faith in me for I will be better for you

And I wont try to be worst cause I know how it feels like to be threaten that way

And if you caught me doing what you cannot accept

Like doing drugs

Or stealing

Or drinking

Or doing what im not supposed to do

I hope that you will leave a bad impression about me

And spread to the world that im not what I am they think it is

And forget about me

Cause If u care about me

Then i might ask you to join me

To do those things I did

Worst yet to influence you

So it is better of.. not knowing me then to get yourself involve in my affair

Im writing this so that you will know what to do when this things happens

And im still conscious about what im doing now

Well it is still for you to decide on things

I know this is kinda sad post..

But it is better to know it earlier

Dun be serious

Or sad

Or disappointed

For now…..

im still me

And I will try to overcome myself as long as im still conscious

On my action

Hey hey

Let me tell u a joke alright..

You went to an event,

And then…

There is this lucky draw

And you won something!!

They announce very like a big event

And when you go up

Everybody claps

And guess what you won a….

PEN!!!!!

lame right lame right?

i know its not funny

or maybe it didn't make your day..

but promise me that u will smile..

:)

He is Able

hmmmm.. lets try posting...

i know its been awhile...

hope it works... hope it works

please work... please work

can post ah can post ah?

did it post???

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YAY!!!

it made it...

lol...

hahahaha

i made it post!!

so proud..

LOL

no la

just a few thoughts that im bored or maybe proud of it??

hahahaha...

coming back here after 4 days of CNY

well there are a few events

that i suddenly feel addicted to it

1 of it was a game

name The Last Remnant

a Role Playing Game (RPG)

where u play a virtual character

do quest got storyline

upgrade urself and all

and complete the game

but the thing is

i just started playing n i gt hook up to the game

played until 130am starting from the day i arrive here

the next thing is

computer

my hand is always itchy

have to on the computer

and in the end just stare at the screen wasting time

blogging is wasting time?

maybe..

but its a way for me to think and do something

rather than stare......

and stare.....

and play..

anyway..

if u r reading this...........

...................................

are you reading this??

..................................

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how would i know if you are not reading right?

i mean if you reach this far you are reading it laaa

or maybe u just skip to the end???

:P

so which 1??

hahahaha

joking la

just playing around

today today

1 weird thing happen to me

the next class was at 2pm

and the previous class finishes at 11am

so my head was like

3 hours of break

3 hours...

3 hours...

something like that la

then my head automatic think of 12pm

so my head add 3 hours into the 12pm

and it get 3pm

so it sums up

that my next class is at 3pm

and i nearly stop everyone from going at 2pm..

anyway this is getting long..

i should stop now...

hahahaha

get to you when i can post again!!

remember ah remember ah

leave with a smile.....

=).

fuh.. its been so long since i last post..

hahaha i mean.. in my hostel i really cant post

but naaaooo...

im in the library..

hahahaha so im giving you a warm welcome from my library..

there is no title because...

IM NOT LISTENING to any songs right now..

hahaha..

i mean...

u cant make noise in the library right?

so yeah.. im not listening to any songs right now..

=D

haha im happy..

and you shouldn't be sad..

so SMILE!!

it will definitely make your day..

:)