All I Can Do

You know

Soon…

Im gona be not me

The me back then is gona come back

I think Its just for a short time

But a short time can leave a big impact to others

And that short time remains longer than something you did so hard to repair it

If I ever had change your opinion towards me

Then think this way

I might change to be a better person

Or worst

I may not know this because what I do I do is right for my thoughts tell me so

It is hard to say what your actions wana say

Cause words can lie

And action always tells the truth unless you are train to do the opposite

Im telling you this is because I don’t want you to be deceive by anyone nor me myself

And if you do trust me then have faith in me for I will be better for you

And I wont try to be worst cause I know how it feels like to be threaten that way

And if you caught me doing what you cannot accept

Like doing drugs

Or stealing

Or drinking

Or doing what im not supposed to do

I hope that you will leave a bad impression about me

And spread to the world that im not what I am they think it is

And forget about me

Cause If u care about me

Then i might ask you to join me

To do those things I did

Worst yet to influence you

So it is better of.. not knowing me then to get yourself involve in my affair

Im writing this so that you will know what to do when this things happens

And im still conscious about what im doing now

Well it is still for you to decide on things

I know this is kinda sad post..

But it is better to know it earlier

Dun be serious

Or sad

Or disappointed

For now…..

im still me

And I will try to overcome myself as long as im still conscious

On my action

Hey hey

Let me tell u a joke alright..

You went to an event,

And then…

There is this lucky draw

And you won something!!

They announce very like a big event

And when you go up

Everybody claps

And guess what you won a….

PEN!!!!!

lame right lame right?

i know its not funny

or maybe it didn't make your day..

but promise me that u will smile..

:)