Showdown

coming back to subang...
a lot of stuff happened here and there..
coming back here
really test me lots..
test about my faith,
test about myself,
test about the decisions i made.
and honestly i think i fail all of them...
sad.. yess its sad..
do you have a feeling that u r stuck in between??
stuck in between of the toy u like and the person u long for..
its stressing out your mind on which to choose..
and u can't choose 2 (how i wish i can..)
u either choose 1 or neither..
its just like the title of the song.. showdown
when the time finish counting down..
its a showdown between 2 and the battlefield is you
whichever u choose its still gonna upset you..
although i am still thinking that if i can..
if i just can take my toy and share it with the person..
or...
instead place my toy with the person and until i prove worthy i can play with it..
i think the latter idea sounds better..
wow...
that is so much better..
i got this thinking for so long..
but its gona be hard..
until i've learn that it is not impossible..
yess its gona be hard and though along the way..
but..
remember that you are strong..
the Lord is with you..
i realize this today..
evening when playing basketball
at the end of the day..
it rains..
i love the rain
i tend to stay a bit latter but..
no matter how i need to go back..
as i was walking back..
the rain gets heavier..
the sensation really drives my worry away..
i am glad that i walk back slowly..
wana hear a joke??
joke joke joke joke..
which 1 is funnier??
whichever u choose its wrong
the 1st 1 is funny and the rest is just a repeating
the 1st 1 is in the question!!..
hahahahaha =D

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