Showdown

coming back to subang...
a lot of stuff happened here and there..
coming back here
really test me lots..
test about my faith,
test about myself,
test about the decisions i made.
and honestly i think i fail all of them...
sad.. yess its sad..
do you have a feeling that u r stuck in between??
stuck in between of the toy u like and the person u long for..
its stressing out your mind on which to choose..
and u can't choose 2 (how i wish i can..)
u either choose 1 or neither..
its just like the title of the song.. showdown
when the time finish counting down..
its a showdown between 2 and the battlefield is you
whichever u choose its still gonna upset you..
although i am still thinking that if i can..
if i just can take my toy and share it with the person..
or...
instead place my toy with the person and until i prove worthy i can play with it..
i think the latter idea sounds better..
wow...
that is so much better..
i got this thinking for so long..
but its gona be hard..
until i've learn that it is not impossible..
yess its gona be hard and though along the way..
but..
remember that you are strong..
the Lord is with you..
i realize this today..
evening when playing basketball
at the end of the day..
it rains..
i love the rain
i tend to stay a bit latter but..
no matter how i need to go back..
as i was walking back..
the rain gets heavier..
the sensation really drives my worry away..
i am glad that i walk back slowly..
wana hear a joke??
joke joke joke joke..
which 1 is funnier??
whichever u choose its wrong
the 1st 1 is funny and the rest is just a repeating
the 1st 1 is in the question!!..
hahahahaha =D

AWESOME YOU!!
SMILE!!
:)

All I Can Do

You know

Soon…

Im gona be not me

The me back then is gona come back

I think Its just for a short time

But a short time can leave a big impact to others

And that short time remains longer than something you did so hard to repair it

If I ever had change your opinion towards me

Then think this way

I might change to be a better person

Or worst

I may not know this because what I do I do is right for my thoughts tell me so

It is hard to say what your actions wana say

Cause words can lie

And action always tells the truth unless you are train to do the opposite

Im telling you this is because I don’t want you to be deceive by anyone nor me myself

And if you do trust me then have faith in me for I will be better for you

And I wont try to be worst cause I know how it feels like to be threaten that way

And if you caught me doing what you cannot accept

Like doing drugs

Or stealing

Or drinking

Or doing what im not supposed to do

I hope that you will leave a bad impression about me

And spread to the world that im not what I am they think it is

And forget about me

Cause If u care about me

Then i might ask you to join me

To do those things I did

Worst yet to influence you

So it is better of.. not knowing me then to get yourself involve in my affair

Im writing this so that you will know what to do when this things happens

And im still conscious about what im doing now

Well it is still for you to decide on things

I know this is kinda sad post..

But it is better to know it earlier

Dun be serious

Or sad

Or disappointed

For now…..

im still me

And I will try to overcome myself as long as im still conscious

On my action

Hey hey

Let me tell u a joke alright..

You went to an event,

And then…

There is this lucky draw

And you won something!!

They announce very like a big event

And when you go up

Everybody claps

And guess what you won a….

PEN!!!!!

lame right lame right?

i know its not funny

or maybe it didn't make your day..

but promise me that u will smile..

:)

He is Able

hmmmm.. lets try posting...

i know its been awhile...

hope it works... hope it works

please work... please work

can post ah can post ah?

did it post???

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YAY!!!

it made it...

lol...

hahahaha

i made it post!!

so proud..

LOL

no la

just a few thoughts that im bored or maybe proud of it??

hahahaha...

coming back here after 4 days of CNY

well there are a few events

that i suddenly feel addicted to it

1 of it was a game

name The Last Remnant

a Role Playing Game (RPG)

where u play a virtual character

do quest got storyline

upgrade urself and all

and complete the game

but the thing is

i just started playing n i gt hook up to the game

played until 130am starting from the day i arrive here

the next thing is

computer

my hand is always itchy

have to on the computer

and in the end just stare at the screen wasting time

blogging is wasting time?

maybe..

but its a way for me to think and do something

rather than stare......

and stare.....

and play..

anyway..

if u r reading this...........

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are you reading this??

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how would i know if you are not reading right?

i mean if you reach this far you are reading it laaa

or maybe u just skip to the end???

:P

so which 1??

hahahaha

joking la

just playing around

today today

1 weird thing happen to me

the next class was at 2pm

and the previous class finishes at 11am

so my head was like

3 hours of break

3 hours...

3 hours...

something like that la

then my head automatic think of 12pm

so my head add 3 hours into the 12pm

and it get 3pm

so it sums up

that my next class is at 3pm

and i nearly stop everyone from going at 2pm..

anyway this is getting long..

i should stop now...

hahahaha

get to you when i can post again!!

remember ah remember ah

leave with a smile.....

=).

fuh.. its been so long since i last post..

hahaha i mean.. in my hostel i really cant post

but naaaooo...

im in the library..

hahahaha so im giving you a warm welcome from my library..

there is no title because...

IM NOT LISTENING to any songs right now..

hahaha..

i mean...

u cant make noise in the library right?

so yeah.. im not listening to any songs right now..

=D

haha im happy..

and you shouldn't be sad..

so SMILE!!

it will definitely make your day..

:)

Things Are Gona Get Better

lets try making a poem ben
alright but its not gona sound nice
who cares? just do it
LOL alright alright
what to write about leh?
hmmmmmmm.......

hello hello hello;
lost in the low;
in blanks and emptiness;
an idea appears;
to write for fun;
with no sense of pain;
the weather is fantastic;
with the sun and breeze;
bright and cool;
just like you;
listening to music;
while doing physics;
in front of the computer;
thinking about scooter;
end up;
fooling around;
just like me;
drinking tea;
i know its not that great;
but its better than grape;
this for sure;
is not pure;
but it did 1 thing;
it made you SMILE!!..

wahahahahahahahaha
fu yoh i din know i can be that bad
a lil secret
i googled what rhymes what
hahahahaha
a title?
i dun think i can think of 1 right now..
so im leaving it just like that la
hahaha
oh if it didn't make u smile
and it offended you in a way
im sorry..
:)

Roketeer

okay.. i change everything because the previous 1 seems dull
hahahaha
so here is a new look
weeeeeeeeeeeee~
:)

Sweet Serendipity

2nd day of Chinese New Year..
i gt my hair cut.. :D
and every time i cut my hair..
there will be all sorts of style
somehow i look not very nice
i mean its my description of my looks not others
my brother says i look funny
some say i look nice
some say neater
some didn't say at all
some didn't notice...
wait how come they can do not notice i cut my hair?? hahahaha
oh well stuff happens..
hahaha anyway..
short hair is fun
don't need to comb!!
u know after taking a bath
u wipe your hair
some will try to style their hair according to their liking
but when your hair is super short
why bother styling?
just wipe and go..
don't care its messy or neat
but i like it messy
so that i can play with my hair anytime
and people know that thats my style
hahahaha im crapping
messy is fun what
dun have to bother what others think about you
i mean do you bother looking at other people's appearance in the mall?
like let say
"woah check out that dude spike hair"
or
"yeah i like the way she did her side parting"
are you like that?
i don't think everyone is like that though
its not like the surrounding cares about your hair or your shoe
unless you are a celebrity
then its a different matter
the best thing about hair
is appearance
and yet
in a crowded place
everyone looks the same
thinks the same
thinking about what?
thinking about safety
about their belongings
about work
about "what to do next? where to go? where to go? omgosh im lost...."
and still
whenever we pass by a mirror or something that can reflect our image
we tend to stop
look at ourself
and the 1st thing we will see
is
our hair
and start redoing
or fixing our hair
like we are going on an interview
or on a date
but it turns out we like to do it to waste time
for fun!
oh noooooooooooooo
i crap quite long
and i think i don't have the heart for this post
anyway
i had fun!
i got free dinners
on Chinese New Year Eve
Chinese New Year
2nd day of Chinese New year i got 2 dinners!
and no my stomach cant take it
its abit too much
for me
but i had fun
hahahaha
hmmmmmmmm.....
i didn't play any firecrackers this time
see how la when i get back to uni
everyone seems to be in their hometown
so i can't do anything much here
but will find what to do...
hahahaha
alright alright
i've been hugging this blog
so im gona let it go for now
cause its getting boring..
hahahaha
i wish you smile
cause when you smile you look beautiful
so...
SMILE!!!!!
:)