Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Plan Out

It happen about a week ago I wouldn't see it coming. Literally did not see it coming. I was rushing my assignments and reports at the same time that i did not have time to study, heck, I even thought that there are no quizzes and tests at that time until I went to class. The 1st thing I did was to complete my report which is needed to hand in on that day itself just to find out that I had quiz at that time. I did not bother much as I have lose faith in scoring better or worst yet to copy whoever that are close by and continue on with the report in hand. Out of the blue, the lecturer post pone the quiz till whenever she wants but not that day. But it doesn't just stop there.
As the day pass I still have about 2 assignments, 5 reports and 2 letters to complete and hand it in by this week, worst still.. I had a test of my hardest subject on the next day. Naturally I would finish the assignments and reports that means sleepless night, burning the midnight oil and what not to stay awake to complete it and on the test day itself I was very tired, can't focus and again I don't plan on scoring the best result. More of a get attendance and hopefully it will pass. Out of the blue, the test is post pone to 4 days later! and I manage to finish up my assignments, reports and letters! I was very VERY thankful, by the end of the week, although I did not do well for the test because I was still very lazy but then come to think about it, at times when I think I have lose faith in scoring the best because of last minute work unfinished and quizzes and tests are just around the corner. God is good. He is good to have brought me out of it. It's as though it is plan out to help me do things 1 at a time and judging the fact that even when I'm not following Him in a daily basis. God is still good.

"No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it."
-1 Corinthians 10:13 NIV

Here is a shot I took:

Peace!
hahahaha..
Smile will you?
=)

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Hot Sun

The weather is so hot, hot until you sweat even when you're sleeping! yes it's true, I don't mean sleeping nap, i mean sleeping sleeping as in goodnight sleeps. How can a weather be so hot at night? it's as if i'm bathing in sweat when i sleep, maybe i don't have an air condition like most of everyone do, so would you sponsor me 1? it's roughly about RM500++. I would give my gratitude in advance if you're sponsoring 1 for me. Ha ha.. anyway air condition is not a necessity i can always find a craving with cendol, cendol is ice shavving top with coconut milk, dark sugar, red beans, and some green jelly thing which i don't remember the name. that is the basics of cendol, of course there are some shops that add corn/peanut/giant nuts but naturally it comes down to the taste of it. Ha ha. You know when inspiration comes at odd places like in the toilet, having a shower, in the lift or in bed? mine came from sitting in the bus just thinking and i don't know why is it that way and so here is something i thought of, the topic is photography,

Part 1:
Do you know that photography is a subject and it is not just an action to take photos. Sure everyone can take photos but to study about photos, the 1st thing that we should know its our camera and that's why it is a hard subject with so many things and so many terms to learn. The worst part, it's always most of the time hands-on learning whether site work, weddings, landscaper, animals, flowers, food, indoors, architecture and so much more. It's not a surprise when one naturally gave up on photography.

2nd part:
Taking good photos does not come with good equipment. True enough a better equipment takes sharper images but what really matter is the heart that wants to take the shot, the head that generates creativity and years of bad photos. A friend said to me once, photography is an expensive and a complicated hobby. If it gets to you, just be prepare to face disappointment, envious desire, fears and regrets. After hearing all that, I still decided to give it a try and true enough it is complicated and definitely expensive. But I can now say this, good shots does not come naturally, a good shot is a shot that is willing to go the distance, willing to see nad not to be afraid to experience, is to put to practice what it is learnt, after all different angle generates different outcome, 1 shot is never enough but firing the shutter is, to make mistakes intentionally and learn from it, rediscover passion, encouragement from old photos, grow in a group is way better and continue challenging yourself and your camera for better heights. Nevertheless enjoy the moment when the shot is taken.

Since I've thought and said it, here is 1 of the photos I've taken and compile it to form a high-dynamic-range image:

it may not be a good shot but hey, I'm still learning right? Ha ha.
God is good.
Cheers!~
go with a smile!
=)

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Stepping Out.

A few months back, roughly somewhere in the month of February, I manage to sneak out of Malaysia with legal papers to Thailand and so my trip to Hatyai and Songkhla began. At first thought of Thailand is of course the language barrier we're facing, an example, they speak Thai and we don't, some speak Hokkien and we don't, wait, well, we had someone that can speak Hokkien, Then here comes the surprising part, they had a very few people that can speak Bahasa and Mandarin then by God's grace we manage to find our way through the language barrier. Of course we drove in rather than taking a tour bus because taking a tour bus limits our time in one place and I admit we take quite some time when we visited a place. At second thought, it was the shemale problem the boy turn women kinda thing, but of course there is no where in sight for these people here, it was truly man and women, girl and boy, male and female. It was truly a nice place but just be prepare to face a little pollution when you get there or if you're planning to get there and don't expect the people there to be too kind. So here is my preview:

Hatyai and Sonkhla, an interesting place where 711 can be found in the middle of nowhere, Tesco is as mini as a sundry shop, helmets are optional for motorcyclist, ladies are allowed to sit sideways on a motorcycle and a taxi motorcycle service which are quite interesting. Wire is jumble up like a bunch of hair thread to each other. Honing is acceptable and it's also a norm to send a message to other driver that they are coming through, so make way! Don't ever try to find proton cars over there, there are practically none because they favor high-average ends kinda car like Toyota, Honda and anything except Protons. They too love mini pick-up trucks a lot, motorcycles too. (I'm not so much into cars and bikes and I'm skipping the topic.)
The best part? Definitely is their market, no matter what kinda of market there are be it morning market, flea market, night market and even the famous floating market, they are at it's best. Because markets are places where good people sells stuff for a living, nice clothing at a reasonable price and definitely good food. Their coconuts are its best there!
The thought of floating market is new to me, instead of having a market on the streets, they had it on a river bank. Of course the floating market in Hatyai is smaller than the ones in Bangkok but it gave out a feel, a tiny little feel of the bigger ones in Bangkok. Its stall are all on a tiny boat, they sell a range of items mainly food and beverage to toys, no cloths. Payment is done when they hand you your items through a "long spoon" and you pay in the spoon, change will be given the same way. If you think they'll run after you've pay, not to worry because their boats are manually row and there is no way that manually row is faster than your hand grabbing the boat itself. Besides I do believe that they are doing an honest job. Then there were some parts that are open like selling explicit videos in an open market, so happen that we pass by and saw them, same goes with liquors that are sold in 711 shop, and McD selling pork! Well, it's the first for me in many ways and its coming from a boy who sets foot outside of Malaysia exploring as much as he can before returning home.

Woah that is a long one, I did take some good shot when I was there like this one here, of course it's the Lord's grace and mercy and thanks to a special person that made all of this happen.



so take a deep breath and take a look at the next one although it's almost the same I just added some value.

Smile will ya?
cheers~!
God bless.
=)

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

NEW!! I mean.. SAME!!

I am not a frequent blogger, just like to test something in a different way. If there is any misunderstanding going on here. I apologize in advance for my mistake. So, if you are kind enough, please do critique i appreciate it a lot. thanks and have a good day yall!

Found Love (no, it is not what you think it is!)

If there is an award for the most laziest person in Benjamin's world, I would have won it ten times already because:
1. It's my world.
2. I frequently uses this lines: "I don't know and I'm lazy"
3. I am stuck in either the bed or the chair. only getting up to find food or switch places.
4. It is still my world..
i guess the title is inappropriate for this post. ohh don't mind me ranting. I am currently very bored and (pause).. lonely (pause).. and bored (pause).. and lonely.. arrgh.. what does finding love got to do with laziness.. (pause) and bored... (pause) and lonely..
anyway i had tons of work to do and yet i am lazy, lazy to think, lazy to start. Is as if i'm waiting for a big miracle to happen like a zombie apocalypse so that i don't have to do a lot of thinking and just find my way to survive.. but yeah.. that is not always the case. In all things there are good and bad. but the worst of all is being neutral. why so? i read it off from my friend's post in facebook the other day and i am taken by it. in a situation where the oppressor is oppressing the oppressed, which side would you pick? cause if you would be neutral, then, congratulations you are the most hated 1 among those 2 because if an elephant is stepping on a mouse tail and you choose to be neutral the mouse won't be grateful towards your action neither does the elephant. True? i leave it to you to decide. seeing the dates since i last post is as expected.. I am going to win an award of being LAZY!! woo hoo!! but of course in Benjamin's world only. anyway back to the topic. I did found love.. i found love in photography as well as programming a little and currently in search of love in travelling.. But all this are for the glory of God and i know i can't make it far if it is by my own hands. I hope i do post a little more here but till that happens God is in control of all things.. cheers!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Glory

fuhh...
dam.. i can't handle dizziness well..
everytime im feeling dizzy..
there is this moment that i want to throw up..
and suddenly all the negative emotions came gushing in..
the feeling of..
unfairness
"don't understand why it should be like that"
"why cna't it be my way"
"why you don't do that?"
and bla bla bla..
emoness during dizziness
is not good..
not good at all..
mybe i dun drink enough water or so..
but whats the point in that?
is as if drinking enough water will solve the problem..
maybe i needed a time out and rest..
or maybe just maybe..
needed to share out my problems..
hmmm...
i think i wana write something..
well they say all poems are sweet and... sweet.. xD
here is mine:

what you are about to hear,
is not what you wana do,
what you are about to see,
is not what you are about to feel,

i tell you this is because,
we had alot of commons,
and of course,
i used to like pokemons,

but that was all crap,
truth is i like eating crab,
and with this i can wrap,
you a present full of thoughts,

tell me if you find this funny,
but don't tell me now,
all i need for you is to smile,
even if it is a fake smile,

God is great,
all the time,
he loves you,
and me,
and everyone else,
doesnt matter if,
we are dumb,
or weird,
he still loves you,
and its another reason,
for you to smile.

thank you...
SMILE!!!!!
=)