Knock you Down

investigators are awesome! you know even with just very little clue, they can still catch the crime suspect and put him/her behind bars unless the crime suspect can really outsmart them then that's a different level and please don't try it you will eventually get caught..

the question is...

is judgement really there after he went to jail??

is there really a fair trade??

if there is then what if he commits a murder why is he in jail?

why is he not dead?

a life for a life? no?

if not at least bring back my love 1.. then it will be fair

HEY PEOPLE!!!

get out of the ABYSS and start looking through what you had said and your feelings!!

you can't change the fact that he/she is gone

and you can't KILL for the sake of a fair trade!!

why?

cause if you do, you will be following his/her footsteps and if the world is like that, the world's population will be 0 in just a moment of time!!

you kill her, they kill you, your bro kill them, their bro kill your bro, your bro friend kill their bros, their sis kill your bro friend and his family, and so on until the world's population dies. its like a chain reaction with the death toll increasing everyday and the cause you kill her.. heck i don't have time to make babiess if i have to worry that someone out there is gonna kill me.. AND NO TIME TO SLEEP always on the lookout.. and eventually...........

what can we do??

for the start people come and go

stop being depress and move on

his/her death won't go wasted seeing you moved on

live for the better and not the worst

look for God

look for family members

look for friends

look for yourself!!!

pray for strength and forgiveness

after doing all those,

face the convict...

Alright im changing the topic here.. cause it's not my place for me to write this kinda of stuff and i never experience a loss one through murder before. if you had and you had found the right attitude to go through this obstacle please share it with your friends and i know you will be just the right person to look for when this incident happen in your circle of friends.

uni's life = funny.. when you are living with people that are kind, nerds and fun.. my unit itself consists of 6 tables 5 occupy with laptop, 1 with snacks, 1 with kettle, 2 with printer, 2 with mini speakers and there are still enough space for books, bottles and a place to do homework.. and my unit is full, means there are 6 nerds staying here.. :P

hmmmm......... everyday its like a blasted speakers in the room with songs being played, or the sound of a game that sounded "KILLING SPREEEEEE!!!" from the game call DOTA, or even a sound from one laptop watching drama and then everyone will take a peek at it everytime we passes by to the toilet or just to take a peek la..

"i wana feel the rain again, i wana feel the water on my skin, i just really wana wash it down"

-"Downpour" BackstreetBoys

Graduation

fuyoh its been awhile i post anything here.. anyways.. i've been very lazy to post anything here thats why its so inactive at the moment.. dun worry.. its because of boredom ben had 2 change the header that suits this page perfectly.. *laugh*.. lol alright i gt a question for you folks (if you are the only 1 reading my blog)..
ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE THE RISK????????

yea and the best part is only you know the answer so deal with it yo!!

but i like to state that there are 2 possible chances.. you either get big return or big loss.. its up2u.. but i like to lecture abit.. life is a race n when you leave life have you finished the race?

So its up to you to decide, to learn, to live the way you want, desire, "I'm not gonna be you" style, or any kind of method you wish for yourself..

if you are down, only you can gather yourself together once more and fight once again.

Its no use when your friends try to help you but you yourself dont want to fight and dont blame your friends because they are not there.

its because you didnt want to share and only wanted them to found out.

this will only lead to more depressing moments..

its not because you dont have friends its because you are not a good friend yourself and you always express things to yourself and not to others or you express to much to others maybe thats why you are annoying and because of that only a handful of people can take it..

Break the barrier and start taking risk to learn from mistakes and dont always try to prevent things you wont learn that way..

just like exam.. once you get your result and your result is bad you will be moody for awhile then after that you start to look back and knowing your mistakes may help you in the future and thats how we learn! (oops.. im not a top scorer :P)..

last i'll like to post a quote from a movie for those of

YOU WHO STILL THINKS THAT YOU ARE LIVING UNDER SOME PEOPLE'S SHADOW!!

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows its a very mean and nasty place and i don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You mere nobody is gonna hit as hard as life! But ain't about how hard you hit its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward, thats how winning is done!
Now, if you know whats your worth now, go out and get whats your worth!
But you got to be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers, saying:

"You ain't where u want to be because of him or her or anybody!"
Cowards do that!!!! and that ain't you, you are better than that!

-quoted from Rocky Balboa IV (2006) movie =)

test??

test test test test test test

alright this is long since updated... hahahaha but i have report to share though...

February 28th, 2010, Sunday
is the day where Rovers scouts in KL have made an event successful.. here is my part of the story for the day..7am, Shang Shi come and pick me up to go to Zoo Negara where the event held there of course there are Ping Ying, Chong Hong, Yee Siang, Jin Cen and Wen Jia.. upon arrival i saw something familiar.. the banner they use.. me and shang are in it.. hahahaha then i help out. its been a long time i went to the zoo, i don't know if i still remember any of the location but screw it la no matter where i walk i wont get lost 1.. hahaha the event held in the bear complex where a stage have been set up.. at roughly 0845, all the VIPs and VVIPs arrived and the speeches started roughly at 0900. after that all the scouts will have their program. some of the programs are getting to know the tiger-[behavior, why people hunt tigers and more], face painting, awareness talk, how Scout For Nature can be use as a guideline to get King Scout badge and BP's award, lunch, water show and free and leisure where the scouts can explore the zoo on their own.. i some how got fascinated with Hippos.. hahahaha.. after that all the committees will have a short meeting telling that although it didn't work out as plan but it was a huge success and a step towards our goal protecting the tigers then it finally ended at 1700 after dinner i reach home at about 1945++.. here are some photos and links if u wana know more..

http://www.msgp.info/pengakap-sertai-kempen-selamatkan-harimau-belang.htm

http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Bantuelakkepupusanharimau/Article/index_html

http://www.ariffdin.com/2010/03/scout-for-nature-zoo-negara/

http://www.klscout.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=132

Double parking

hmmm.. just wana share a thought or two..
what do you all think of double parking? well.. none of us like it if other ppl does it n we dun mind unless we give reason like... "Oh its just for a short while." or "As long as i didn't block the road is fine."
well let me tell u this.. your just a "short while" is 15min to 1hr!!!.. i mean come on think about it.. if we park there for 15min-1hr, we are like encouraging ppl to follow us do the same!! double parking is like making 2 lane to be 1 n 1/2 lane.. do you think its still not blocking? think again!! if 2 kancils i dun mind la but what if an avanza and a kembara? i dont think they can squeeze through right? thus making it to 1 lane.. from 2 lane to 1 lane.. is it not blocking? you are slowing the whole traffic down ppl!! and there is the famous reason.. "so far... i dun wana walk.. just park here la." come on la.. i know we are lazy but please you seriously need to slim down!! and a short distance walk wont harm you right? sitting in a car for to long is bad for your back bone!! so get up and park in a proper parking slot and take a walk!! its healthier that way!!

29th Dec

hmmm.. wat to say at 29th Dec leh? so far its 4 days after Christmas.. OH!! ya forget to wish.. hahaha Merry Christmas everyone.. then.......... its 3 more days to New Years eve!!.. ok...... hmmm... today its a tiring day... oh i just finish watch Avatar!! not a bad show.. dun watch the 3D watch the normal 1.. it is much worth it.. or maybe im not into 3D la(cuz wearing specs).. hahaha

ALRIGHT!!

After
Leftover
Race
In
Getaway
Highway
Tolls

A.L.R.I.G.H.T

lolx... im being dam lame.. cause gt nth to do... hahahahahahaha =p