Roketeer

okay.. i change everything because the previous 1 seems dull
hahahaha
so here is a new look
weeeeeeeeeeeee~
:)

Sweet Serendipity

2nd day of Chinese New Year..
i gt my hair cut.. :D
and every time i cut my hair..
there will be all sorts of style
somehow i look not very nice
i mean its my description of my looks not others
my brother says i look funny
some say i look nice
some say neater
some didn't say at all
some didn't notice...
wait how come they can do not notice i cut my hair?? hahahaha
oh well stuff happens..
hahaha anyway..
short hair is fun
don't need to comb!!
u know after taking a bath
u wipe your hair
some will try to style their hair according to their liking
but when your hair is super short
why bother styling?
just wipe and go..
don't care its messy or neat
but i like it messy
so that i can play with my hair anytime
and people know that thats my style
hahahaha im crapping
messy is fun what
dun have to bother what others think about you
i mean do you bother looking at other people's appearance in the mall?
like let say
"woah check out that dude spike hair"
or
"yeah i like the way she did her side parting"
are you like that?
i don't think everyone is like that though
its not like the surrounding cares about your hair or your shoe
unless you are a celebrity
then its a different matter
the best thing about hair
is appearance
and yet
in a crowded place
everyone looks the same
thinks the same
thinking about what?
thinking about safety
about their belongings
about work
about "what to do next? where to go? where to go? omgosh im lost...."
and still
whenever we pass by a mirror or something that can reflect our image
we tend to stop
look at ourself
and the 1st thing we will see
is
our hair
and start redoing
or fixing our hair
like we are going on an interview
or on a date
but it turns out we like to do it to waste time
for fun!
oh noooooooooooooo
i crap quite long
and i think i don't have the heart for this post
anyway
i had fun!
i got free dinners
on Chinese New Year Eve
Chinese New Year
2nd day of Chinese New year i got 2 dinners!
and no my stomach cant take it
its abit too much
for me
but i had fun
hahahaha
hmmmmmmmm.....
i didn't play any firecrackers this time
see how la when i get back to uni
everyone seems to be in their hometown
so i can't do anything much here
but will find what to do...
hahahaha
alright alright
i've been hugging this blog
so im gona let it go for now
cause its getting boring..
hahahaha
i wish you smile
cause when you smile you look beautiful
so...
SMILE!!!!!
:)

Saviour of the World

woah its been too long i didn't post..
well there are reasons
but i'm not stating it cause its just another bad influence
let you all wonder is fine to me
but hey! i'm back!!
this whole month i mean not yet the whole month
well its not the end of January yet
but its closing the end
what i have learn during this month its a lot
and yes each and everyday there are good things happening around me
bad also but because its God surprises i love both of them equally
here is 1 i would like to share
during my birthday (obviously its in the passed)
wait go back to the night before the day of my birthday
it was 2315pm (malaysia time not any other country timing!!)
i was doing my own thing listening to music while chatting online in campus
then i got a message that there is a meeting later at around 2330
and i have to go down
with nothing to expect in mind
i got a surprise from my course-mates and roommates
a birthday cake (im not too sure what it is but i remember the topping it is blueberry =P)
yup and that state the beginning of my birthday although the clock haven't strike 12 but im already 21!!
the presents i got from that is a group of friends remembered my birthday, smiles, laughter, birthday signs, supper and a cake knife!
and as the day goes on i got wishes from the moment i got into the bus to lecture halls
until i reach back campus
my family send me a card and a call from them makes me happy too
in the afternoon i got an invitation for dinner from Perlis Grace Centre youth
its a few of us but yeah its fun i love them
this was another surprise too
when they say dinner
my thought was "ok freeee dinnnerr!! weeeeeeeeeee~!!"
nothing more nothing less
we reach church cause church was our meeting place
then we set off to a decent chinese restaurant in Taman Perlis
the food were awesome!
delicious and we finish the whole thing
there were 9 of us including me
and the best part is always the last part when out of the blue
there is a cake for me
yes another cake!!
this time was blueberry cake and the texture is soft!! awesome!
not only that
i receive another card
and a collar shirt as my present!
how cool is that? (yeah yeah i got better)
well too me its certainly is the 1st..
because i had hide my birthday from facebook, skype and even hotmail
so its a surprise within a surprise to me
well dinner ended with lots of chit chat and planning to explore Perlis on Saturday that week
at night the last of all was a call from from......
..............  not telling :P
all in all that day was a blessing
and yeah of course i smiled the whole day!!
so here it is i'm back for the holidays
celebrating Chinese New Year!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~!!
there will be lots of visiting and food and ang paus (red packet)
and.... and.... foood laa..
although my original plan was to stay back at campus cause they only give me 1 week
but since its CNY then i have to come back
and a day before i board the bus i was sick..
my temperature was 37.9 degree
it was a high fever
but but i keep thinking that it is not high (=.=")
is it high? (grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......)
ok ok don't want to argue :P
anyway on that day i board the bus
my fever went back down
and replace with cough and flu and nose block!
and before that i got Bible study and dinner!
awesome!
even though im still sick
it is still awesome!!
cause there are so many caring people
that send me off that day (last 2 days)
and now
i got nothing to expect for this holiday
and keeping in mind that there will be surprises waiting
Thank you Lord!
Thank you for reading...
eh eh..
got SMILE OR NOT!!!
SMILE AH!!!!
:)

Better Is One Day

its new year already!
but im not in the new years mood..
its so hard to think what i want to achieve this year
and i look back i really didn't achieve much from all of the previous years resolution
but what i really want this year is surprises
living everyday with enthusiastic of surprises
and to view them later
perhaps through this blog
or
in my own memory
well if i can manage this blog last month
then i have the will to do it the next month
yes i might get bored
tired
lazy
or even having thoughts like
"what's the purpose of this blog?"
sometimes i keep forgetting what it is
so this time i have to do my best
in order to surprise myself
to make this years resolution
which is
"let God surprise me this year"
came true
and i know it will be my
1st
achievement through the years that i have lived
everything is possible through Him
and its not just 1 surprise
its more than 1 surprises
as long as it went through the years
everyday is filled with surprises
agree?
and 1 more thing
to you
i wish a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
the Earth had made a complete circle this day
cheers~
and
God bless you!
:)

Picture To Burn

Ben you know something...
you don't like playing rough but...
you your own self plays so rough...
what is the meaning of this?..
can you like do what you say?
because we too don't like playing rough
and don't try to deny it..
you may not feel that you are playing rough
but your actions
the way you move
can and will hurt us..
not once
but more than once
and what you do?
you say sorry
do you think saying sorry
can solve everything?
do you think you can just walk away with saying sorry?
and start all over again
playing rough?
do you think our injuries can be heal or recover the moment you say sorry?
i don't think so..
i know you want to win
no...
you like to win..
but please do it with your own capabilities
and not result to roughness in the game
its cheating and very hurtful
so what if you lose?
is your pride that big to want to win all the time?
i know you are better than that..
give chance to your teammates
they can do something too
have faith
and please do lose
well its better than playing solo
and winning
cause the joy doesn't shared
when you win by yourself
can you do that?
Ben?
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yes i will.....

More than words

hmmmm...
today was unexpectedly wet..
morning was kinda special today
i mean after lunch
dad ask to clean the bind of the front pouch
me and my brother agreed
cause i don't want to sit in front of the computer
all the time waiting for people to chat with
you know how sien is it?
its like staring into space and you don't want to move
don't even know what to do with the computer and internet are on
just sit down and wait... wait
until this is born!!
oh well
back to the story
so we clean the bind of the front pouch
there are 4 bind
at first we were blur on how to do
so we try and error
wetting the sponge
climb up the ladder and wipe slowly
but due to the dust and lots of lizard/birds crap
we find it hard to finish quickly
then we had an idea
"i think we should spray the bind first"
then we started spraying water to the bind...
then then we find out that it started to get our shirt wet
another idea came in
"i think we should take our cloths off"
we take it off and start to clean the bind
my bro did 2
i did 2
clean up the craps and dusty bind
then finally it is clean
at first we thought of repainting the bind after we clean
but because our cleaning is so goooooooooood
it look like it just repainted by itself
it looks brand new
when it is almost done my brothers friend came
so i took over the last wipe and my brother went in to bath
he is going out
after that..
i'm back with staring in front of the computer again
aimlessly
(=,=")
until....................
Jin Ee calls!
(^,^)v
JE : "what are you doing?"
Me : "just wake up" (lie)
JE : "why you like to sleep 1111111"
Me : "weather so nice to sleeeep" (another lie)
JE : "come lets play basketball naaaoooo"
Me : "but its only 445" (truth)
JE : "not 5 aldy meh? go oni laaaaa"
Me : "ok ok i invite the rest oso 5 only i go ah"
JE : "call Yi An oso"
Me : "ok ok bye!"
hangs up
then sent out sms to the "rest"
"basketball 3b 5pm!"
then prepare and start walking out
walk half way
Jin Ee call again
JE : "where are you?"
Me : "half way adi"
JE : "ok i walk now"
Me : "lol u havent come out yet?"
JE : "now laaaa call yi an ah"
Me : "yea yea"
JE : "bye bye"
hangs up
then call Yi An
but the weather is kinda dark
like its gona rain
but i still go anyway
reach at 1 spot
i call Jin Ee
Me : "where are you?"
JE : "i'm almost reaching my guard house"
Me : "so slow?"
JE : "yea la"
Me : "ok ok i meet u at court"
about to reach the court
saw him at the interception point
he say
"our timing so good adi"
(=,=")
i say
"yea right you are still behind me, if i go now i reach the court earlier than you"
he say
"wait for me laa"
i say
"ok lor"
then we set off
to the court
and then it started to drizzle
but we don't care
reach there
the rain suddenly stop awhile
out of the blue
Michael came..
we shoot ball (throw ball skillfully and try to make the ball fall into the hoop :P)
then Zhang Bin and Teng Han came
but its already kinda heavy the rain
they (Michael, Zhang Bin, Teng Han) decided to suddenly went off to mamak i think
left me and Jin Ee there again
(=,=")
Jee Keng call to ask if still can play anot
i said can
:D
but he didn't came oso
:(
so as Edric
=(
and we continue playing
ourself
(=,=")
the 1 thing that i tak puas is
Jin Ee shooting is sharper than mine!!!
so fake!
for today only
:P
played in the rain
AWESOME!!
its been so long
that i haven't played in the rain
hahaha
:D
indescribable feeling that only weird peoples like me understand
:P
went home soaking wet..
hair wet
shirt wet
pants wet
shoe wet
underwear wet
socks wet
toes wet
yes everything wet
(=,=")
Jin Ee..... Ben will have his revenge
next time
not anytime soon
tired
for the moment
(=,=")
upon reaching home
i got an sms saying
"Helloooo budak xD"
:P
i know who is it
you also know who is it
><
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ok ok
here is the stuff i wana share with you
the reason why we can play under the rain
with no fear of getting sick or being scold by our parents is that
well to me
my thinking was
"i won't leave him alone in the rain, if he goes then i will go but if he stays i will stay with him too"
yea it was like that, that was mine
maybe he thought of the same or maybe another different thought
but if both of us having the same thought
then the both of us will not move from the spot..
we used to have 6-10 us that enjoyed playing in the rain
and we don't mind because....
our antibodies are good!! (perasan)
no la
we just like the presence of one another
its way too fun
we laugh and our butts hurt
cause we fell down
and landed on out butts..
:D
but now since everyone is busy so its hard for us to gather these people now
and and we are not gay!!!!
:P
so i'm gona make a big jump of the topic and
say.......
i'd like to challenge you
if i say
"i will be beat you in the things you are good at.."
are you ready to accept the challenge?
:P
will u say
"come la i'm gonna tapau (beat u so badly that u dun wan to mess with me) you!"
or
"i lose i lose u win ok?"
which is it?
:)
end
with
a
SMILEEEE!!!

Talking To The Moon

special day
special time
with special people
to be together
for 1 night
to share
be happy
no worries
smile
laughter
love
care
small talks
lame jokes
songs
wishes
and
hopes
great food
drinks
and environment

let this day be
no
let there be a day in the year that
we can meet up
without any care
for the busy world
but with lots of joy and nonsense
that we are able to turn back time
and cherish every moment together
through hot and cold
and to be able to laugh until the sun rises
cheers to you and loved ones
Merry Christmas.

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Christmas day i praise God for reminding me
and soo yin you really dressed up this time
or maybe i didn't see you in that dress before
and you look beautiful although i can't express it
cause i'm stun.. :P
chun yeet i'm sorry that i drag you along
i didn't know that you are tired
today i..... (26th Dec)
had a wonderful time with the gangs
a wonderful bbq dinner at walter's place
alot of retardness but its awesome to be with them
alot of laughter and lame jokes
and now i hope i can wake up in the morning
to play basketball
wahahahaha
my ankle is recovered! not so la
so im not gona force it later..
weeeeeeeee~
don't worry worse come to worse ankle sprain again lor
but i'm still in 1 piece ma not 2 pieces or more that 1 pieces
hahaha :P
oh oh
MALAYSIA BEAT INDONESIA!!!!!!
3-0
Malaysia boleh..
hahaha
you guys should see
all 3 goals were scored at the 2nd half
55min-69min
yes kinda fast they score the goals
abit of comment la
no.9 play a splendid game!!
thats all for now..
hahaha
:)